"You were so nice to me when I was having my problems, but now that you’re having yours, it seems there’s not a thing I can do for you. You’re all locked up in that little world of yours, and when I try knocking on the door, you just sort of look up for a second and go right back inside."

Haruki Murakami, Norwegian Wood (via godwardrobe)

(Source: psych-facts, via universal-father)



Life is sometimes like a fucking hurricane

Holy shit, last couple of weeks have been a fucking hurricane. It hasn’t been stressful or anything, just completely unexpected, untamed, and have sort of shaken my entire life forever. I don’t know where to start. I can say that it all has given me a perspective on life that I’ve forgotten.

I am fully inspired and living my life for once. La vie est drole. 

"He may still love you. He probably does. He probably doesn’t know what he wants. He probably still thinks about you all the time. But that isn’t what matters. What matters is what he’s doing about it, and what he’s doing about it is nothing. And if he’s doing nothing, you most certainly shouldn’t do anything. You need someone who goes out of their way to make it obvious that they want you in their life."

(via 5ft1)

(Source: a-quiet-old-soul, via 5ft1)


MEN’S FUDGE Jan. 2014: 44
Number (N)ine - FW08 Multipocket down jacket

The last two weeks; wait, let me rephrase that ‘the last two months’, have been the craziest times of my life. I can’t even explain how: the continuous nights of drinking; the endless sorts of parties, and straight-up notoriety. However; I think this has changed me in ways that I don’t really like. 

I’ve already changed in ways like understanding the importance of people in your life, and remembering not to neglect the value of relationships while I’ve lived abroad. Now, I believe I’m starting to become a bit too social, or in other words, I feel as though I am a bit too dependent on people. I’m like a social leech needing to be around people for their energy since I feel as though I become more energetic because they are, I guess.

I think I need to chill out and just relax a bit or at least not do so much craziness. I think I’ll relax and not go out so much since I hate this feeling of depending on other people. Besides, I’m starting to live a weird bat-owl life which I can’t stay awake in the day, but at 3:00 in the morning I’m fucking jittery and full of energy.

"When something bothered me, I didn’t talk with anyone about it. I thought it over all by myself, came to a conclusion, and took action alone. Not that I really felt lonely. I thought that’s just the way things are. Human beings, in the final analysis, have to survive on their own."

Haruki Murakami (村上 春樹)

(Source: xu-an, via internetfame)

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